

Vortexas i swirl downwards, spiraling into my own personal vortex of hell,Vortex
i look at these people, these people who are supposed to love me,
they are supposed to know how i am feeling, ask me how i feel,
but they all just look at me and cannot see anything but me,
they cannot see my despair, my loneliness,
&


Shutting downDefenses kicking inShutting down
Feel myself shutting down
Body feels heavy
Mind is slow
I want to sleep
Let it go
Trying to fight
God it's hard
Instinct is to sleep
Hibernate till its gone
Intellect knows that wont work
Stupid depression such a jerk
Panic attacks bearing down
Mind refuses to focus
Going
down
&


Release meI breatheRelease me
hoping to release the pain
instead you steal my sighs
and leave me gasping for air
I reach out against my will
but the weight of emptiness is too heavy
for my hands to hold
so I drop it
watch as silence hits the ground
with an inaudible crash
and breaks into a billion stifled screams
sometimes I forget how it feels not to need you
lately
I have been dragging my fingers across the texture
of your memory
only to hurt myself pins and needles masochistically concealed
in the folds of silken sheets &nb


For The Good GuysA jigsaw scattered on the floor His life is now in tatters He wanted something more. Just that one little break, But 'The One' left him alone again It's all too much to take. All those cold, hard nights The long, lonesome days Even simply coping is now a fight. He looks at all the 'bad' guys, They're happy with their lovers, But nobody hears this good guy's sighs. His kind heart gave what she wanted and more, But she never really cared, Left his heart, a jigsaw, on the floor.For The Good Guys
So here's to all the good guys, The ones that really care, I
I spoke about you the other day actually.. you just seemed to disappear. xx
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The scrawlings of an idiot.
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Hear no evil, dont you see no evil
Don't you lay no evil down on me
Speak no evil, don't you think no evil
Don't you play with evil 'cause i'm free
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The scrawlings of an idiot.
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Complaintopia's official logician
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Complaintopia's official logician
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I want to be needed
I need to be wanted.
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Hear no evil, dont you see no evil
Don't you lay no evil down on me
Speak no evil, don't you think no evil
Don't you play with evil 'cause i'm free
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I want to be needed
I need to be wanted.
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